Why recession exist?

These thoughts suddenly appear in my mind while I was tried to sleep last night. Nowadays, human spending everything that they have obviously the money that they fork out till they almost lost what they already have... That's why recession exists. I guess. See, people spending on buying cars, not just a car but the super one, at least BMW 3 series, or at least MYVI instead of Viva. Some people did not feel the pain of earning when buying all these luxury things. It happen to me as well and sometime I feel regret for it. But I never regret on choosing my good friends, my love one of course because they are not a thing that I can buy and lost it just like that. Despite of God's will, I will not make it happen. Even in the hard situation, I will cover them up. God is great anyway, he grants us peace, but the devil creates war to gain peace? Two different situations isn't it? My friends, be careful of whatever you spent, it might hurt you back. Do the right thing and make everything right. Even you have rights to do everything. Please concern about our future generation. Walk with me and let us remind ourselves together.

Date: 28 June 2009
Location: Melohom Bay, Gaya Island, Kota Kinabalu, Sabah
Front: Qisthine, PS, Girllyen, Kuai
Middle: Albert, Merlvin, Dairen, Gidong, Junior, Sumpit, Ramesh
Back: Sebastian, Clarence, Zohn

Camping at Melohom Bay

A short preview during our outing last weekend ;)

Location: Melohom Bay, Gaya Island.
Date: 27-28 June 2009
Activity: Not so survivor camping with the O2C members.

The day King of Pop died..

There comes a time..When we heed a certain call..When the world must come together as one..There are people dying..And it's time to lend a hand to life..The greatest gift of all... This song keep playing and tearing me apart.. How could Micheal Jackson died in the age of 5o. Even I am not a very huge fan of him but his song and dance did inspire me to be a better person. Just like his song "We are the world", "You are not alone" everywords he sing are very meaningful, ever since from Jackson 5 fame years.. What a big lost. All his tour concert in London which should start next month has been sold out and he left without give his last performance. Let us pray for his peace.

Source from http://www.michealjackson.com

Sony Comments on the Passing of Michael Jackson

NEW YORK, NY – June 25, 2009 – Michael Jackson, one of the most widely beloved entertainers and profoundly influential artists of all-time, leaves an indelible imprint on popular music and culture.

Commenting on his passing, Sir Howard Stringer, Chairman, CEO and President, Sony Corporation, said: "Michael Jackson was a brilliant troubadour for his generation, a genius whose music reflected the passion and creativity of an era. His artistry and magnetism changed the music landscape forever. We have been profoundly affected by his originality, creativity and amazing body of work. The entire Sony family extends our deepest condolences to his family and to the millions of fans around the world who loved him."

Rolf Schmidt-Holtz, CEO, Sony Music Entertainment, said: "Michael Jackson's unsurpassed artistry and beloved music brought joy to every corner of the world. We join today with his millions of fans in expressing our profound sadness and we offer our deepest condolences to his family and loved ones. It was a true privilege for all of us in the Sony Music family to work with one of the most talented superstars in the history of music. We will miss him greatly."

Martin Bandier, Chairman & CEO of Sony/ATV Music Publishing, said: "Michael was the kind of amazing talent that comes along once in a lifetime. He was an incredible recording artist, an insightful businessman, an unmatched performer, and a true icon. To all of us at Sony/ATV Music Publishing, he was also a trusted and passionate partner, who was very proud of our accomplishments. He will be dearly missed. We wish his children and entire family our deepest condolences."

Five of Jackson's solo albums – "Off the Wall," "Thriller," "Bad," "Dangerous" and "HIStory," all with Epic Records, a Sony Music label – are among the top-sellers of all time. During his extraordinary career, he sold an estimated 750 million records worldwide, released 13 No.1 singles and became one of a handful of artists to be inducted twice into the Rock and Roll Hall of Fame. The Guinness Book of World Records recognized Jackson as the Most Successful Entertainer of All Time and "Thriller" as the Biggest Selling Album of All Time. Jackson won 13 Grammy Awards and received the American Music Award's Artist of the Century Award.

Michael Jackson started in the music business at the age of 11 with his brothers as a member of the Jackson 5. In the early 1980s, he defined the art form of music video with such ground-breaking videos as "Billie Jean," "Beat It" and the epic "Thriller." Jackson's sound, style and dance moves inspired subsequent generations of pop, soul, R&B and hip-hop artists.

Let's sing with me..

We Are The World
oleh: Michael Jackson

There comes a time
When we heed a certain call
When the world must come together as one
There are people dying
And it's time to lend a hand to life
The greatest gift of all

We can't go on
Pretending day by day
That someone, somewhere will soon make a change
We are all a part of
God's great big family
And the truth, you know love is all we need

[Chorus]
We are the world
We are the children
We are the ones who make a brighter day
So let's start giving
There's a choice we're making
We're saving our own lives
It's true we'll make a better day
Just you and me

Send them your heart
So they'll know that someone cares
And their lives will be stronger and free
As God has shown us by turning stone to bread
So we all must lend a helping hand

[Chorus]
We are the world
We are the children
We are the ones who make a brighter day
So let's start giving
There's a choice we're making
We're saving our own lives
It's true we'll make a better day
Just you and me

When you're down and out
There seems no hope at all
But if you just believe
There's no way we can fall
Well, well, well, well, let us realize
That a change will only come
When we stand together as one

[Chorus]
We are the world
We are the children
We are the ones who make a brighter day
So let's start giving
There's a choice we're making
We're saving our own lives
It's true we'll make a better day
Just you and me

*Sadly to be missed - King of Pop - Micheal Jackson

We lost our mole!

Imagine, you wake up in the morning, and lost the most highlighting mole on your face. Will you realized it? Just imagine. I might freak myself out.

This is our picture took at Secret Recipe, Warisan Square, few months ago. Barbara and I by adik kecik.



Which one is better? With or without the mole? Not much different isn't it?

But still, I look weird.

Wedding & Kaamatan

Everywhere I go, I see small signboards, wedding this, kahwin that, and some are plain, some are decorated with colorful ribbon. Beside that, I saw signboard shows 'SLOW DOWN' while I was driving 140km/h. Alright, that's not good.

In our life, we should have 2 rules, that is #1 - There is no rules, #2 - If there is, please refer rules #1. Agree? Life is about choosing our own path of life. It's you to decide whether to be good or bad. Not a person who break the rules, obviously. Just a thought.

Stop bubbling about life first, let me share about my last weekend. Friday night was awesome, no, I lie, I missed my friend's birthday party at Gaya restaurant, Inanam. Sorry pal, but I would like to wish you two a Happy birthday Zeno & Norzianie and may you always success in whatever you do.

My mom bring me to Papar because we have Wedding invitation at Membakut the day after, so we stay in Papar and hope to reach Membakut without rushing ourselves on that day. Congratulation to my 'uncle' Jackues and his beloved wife Sylvia.

Late afternoon, we (my cousin and I) drop at Tg. Aru to visit 'Rumah Terbuka TM 2009'. Share 1 picture of the unduk ngadau winner. So many things need to share here but I have other commitment again. Stay happy always~ ;)

Is Bangkok safe?

Hurmm.. i wonder, is Bangkok safe enough to travel? Can anyone share their experience please?

Money is not everything

Indeed, true. Money is not everything, there are MasterCard and Visa. But if we wrongly use it, it might kills us down. Some people say to me, "You are different, your company pay you more while we have less which not compatible with our task". Hello? Do you thought my job is easy like you thought? If the job really makes the money easily, I don't have to seek the doctor every 3 months. Some yes, maybe, but not all, so never ever make pre-judgement on people career and their salary. It's not easy as u thought. Smart people does make money easily because they are smarter than us like Bill Gates.

I look back my first job experience. I start earn money since the age of 15 years old, I follow my friend Jenie work as service assistant on part-time basis in Tang Dynasty, banquet floor. I found working is fun and I nearly forgot my role as a student. After our SPM exam end, I went out look for a permanent job, a job which base on monthly payment. I tried work at Borneo Garment, work as a tailor, RM10 per day and pay end of month. Imagine if I work 21 in a month, I only earn RM210 per month. It last 3 months only, then my aunty ask me to try at SK Tyre, Telipok and I get the job with basic of RM300. (sya rasa banyak sudah ni)I love my job at SK Tyre, I learn how to key in cheque, some data entry, tyre specification, it's quite hard duty type of job but I enjoy the fun and the Lao Pan and Lao Pan Niang also very good. That was the plave I learn about cars and engines.

After 3 months, I received one offer to further my studies. After finish study my Diploma in Information Technology, while waiting my final exam result, I try to apply the post of Scheduler on contract basis. I get the job and it quite tough but God is great, as I improved, I try my luck again to be a permanent staff and thanks to God I get the job even I know I am not capable enough to sit on the position.

With the experience of 3 years in this company, when the tough gets going, the tough gets sick. Everything you do come with a price. During old time, we don't have to pay to enter public toilet, now it happens. Everything change now, I wonder what will happen in the next future? Are we going to have a judgment day just like in the terminator movie? Or we have those gadgets or small ships going places? I wonder.. just wonder..

To my brothers and sisters, if you still study, study smart and never ruin your future. During your teens life, it's fun and enjoyable, but never let yourself be a stupid moron after all ended. You will regret it and there is no turning back. Enjoy your life but in proper way.

p/s: those pictures were taken using my hp W910i randomly for your view only. Life is great but be prepare what will happen next.

Planning Something BIG!

Yes, I'm planning something big~ Something that I must dicipline myself and if I failed to make it happen, meaning I'm planning to fail! And I don't like the sound of a loser. Wish me luck! (Whatever the planning it is)

Long Weekend

Indeed a long weekend, but I have limited time to update my blog. This is because I am busy with my dear and as he left, my life become miserable and silent again. No laughter or even a guy to argue with. He know me well as a stone-headed girl to him, but I love him very much to the point I could die. Probably he put a spell on me. ;) I hope our love is pure. No spelling bee! :p

Day 29 May 09 - Sabah Holiday - in lieu 30 May (1st day of Harvest festival)
- Fetch him and have lunch and other eating session. (well, there are nothing else we could do rather than eating you see)
- Night, I went out with my family to KDCA, watch some cultural performance from selected high school around Sabah
- Chill out with Inden & Len @ Texas.. Len.. i miss u!

Day 30 May 09 - 1st day of Harvest Festival
- Fetch him and have our bfast 2gether
- To the airport - have lunch with his family before fly to Manila.
- To Papar, celebrate the senior bday -- meet the soon-to-become family
- Back to KK and had our dinner at Damai, lamb chop!

Day 31 May 09 - 2nd day of Harvest Festival
- fetch him, quite late, sorry i woke up late ba dear.. so tired..
- To kokol, tingu tingu jalan..
- again.. eating session..
- shopping at City Mall

1st June 09 - still holiday - in lieu 2nd day of Harvest festival which fall on Sunday
- fetch him, take bfast at Likas.
- have our morning walk
- drop at Beverly Hills meet his friend
- Accompany him buy burger wrapper at pasar kk..
- send him back to pack up his thing..
- left gradually

*Hope to see him again next week. Really.

But again, Terminat: Salvation rocks!!!!!!! I like it so much!! yay!!