1st Day of Raya 09

Update! Yea, at last I force myself to update my blog. What have I done during my 1st raya? I woke up late, like very late as 12.20. Well, I need a rest and a long long holiday~! ;) Nevertheless, I manage to go out late afternoon, even it was raining and my mom blame because I wore 'baju kurung' that day. hahaha. Jarang jarang pakai bah.. :D I went to my aunt house at Kg. Boronuon, Telipok, and her daughter aka my cousin next door. The food very the sadap and I just cant help to eat all the daging in which I can't normally take it due to allergy issue. After beraya session, I drove up to dear's house, fetch him and heading to Papar, I received an invitation from my chegu friend, si Chegu Less.. haha.. Sorry late, but at least we manage to reach Papar and go back Telipok after that. Nothing much to story actually, just share some picture lah.. (tiada idea ba blogging ni)

My Cousin - Sharlly


The cousins


Between mom and cousin


Happy Birthday Chegu Less


Between the baldy - i like!

Camwhore~

I was in the office today, and somebody out there also working, Hahaha.. keteh~ Neway, just jot down and missed my blog so much. Ekeke.. Selamat bertugas and tonight going to be a good night~ ;)

P/s: Amuzo, gimik muka yang ko suka buat kan? wakakak.. sorry, i failed to do it.. haha..

Hargailah orang yang tersayang

This is for real..some people they don't treat their love ones as they should, and after they gone then only they beg for the regretful act. Some people they forgive but for those who not

Bayangkan anda mencintai seseorang tetapi orang itu tidak mencintai anda, tentu menyakitkan. Tetapi, anda lebih kecewa apabila anda mencintai seseorang tetapi tidak mempunyai keberanian untuk memberitahu apa yang anda rasakan.

Percaya atau tidak, anda memerlukan seminit untuk tertarik kepada seseorang, sejam untuk menyukai seseorang, sehari untuk mencintai seseorang tetapi mengambil masa seumur hidup untuk melupakan seseorang yang anda cintai.

Mungkin Tuhan sengaja menemukan kita dengan seseorang yang tidak sepadan sebelum kita ditemukan dengan orang yang sehati sejiwa. Justeru, apabila kita bertemu dengan orang yang tepat, kita akan mengetahui betapa berharganya anugerah itu.

Cinta adalah ketika anda dibuai perasaan, kesabaran dan romantis dalam suatu hubungan serta mengetahui bahawa anda amat mengambil berat mengenai si dia.

Hal yang menyedihkan dalam hidup adalah ketika bertemu seseorang yang sangat bererti bagi kita, namun akhirnya kita terpaksa membiarkan dia pergi. Ketika pintu kebahagiaan tertutup, yang lain terbuka.

Tetapi kadangkala kita menatap terlalu lama pada pintu yang tertutup itu sehingga kita tidak melihat pintu lain yang terbuka untuk kita.

Teman yang terbaik adalah individu yang sentiasa berada di sisi, berasa seronok ketika bersama dan dia tidak pernah mengatakan apa-apa selain tetap menyokong anda dari belakang.

Memberikan seseorang semua cinta tidak pernah menjamin bahawa mereka akan mencintai anda.

Jangan mengharapkan cinta sebagai balasan, tunggulah sampai cinta itu berputik di dalam hatinya. Tetapi jika tidak, pastikan dia tumbuh dalam hatimu.

Ada hal yang sangat ingin anda dengar tetapi tidak akan pernah anda dengar daripada seseorang yang anda sukai. Tetapi jangan sampai anda menjadi tuli walaupun tidak mendengar luahan hatinya.

Jangan pernah mengucapkan selamat tinggal jika anda masih ingin mencuba. Jangan menyerah selama anda berasa masih ada harapan. Jangan pernah berkata anda tidak mencintainya lagi walhal tidak sanggup membiarkan dia pergi.

Cinta datang kepada mereka yang masih mempunyai harapan walaupun sering dikecewakan. Cinta hadir kepada mereka yang masih mempercayai, walaupun kerap dikhianati. Cinta juga menghampiri mereka yang masih ingin mencintai, walaupun berulang kali disakiti dan kepada mereka yang mempunyai keberanian serta keyakinan untuk membina kembali kepercayaan. Janganlah mudah berputus asa.

Jangan melihat daripada wajah, itu boleh menipu. Jangan melihat kekayaan, itu boleh luput. Berharaplah kepada seseorang yang dapat membuatmu tersenyum kerana sebuah senyuman dapat membuat hari yang gelap menjadi cerah.

Berharaplah anda bertemu seseorang yang dapat membuat anda tersenyum. Ada saat dalam kehidupan apabila anda sangat merindukan seseorang, ingin menemui dan memeluknya.

Berharaplah anda dapat mimpikan si dia, pergilah ke mana saja anda ingin kunjungi, jadilah sesuai dengan keinginan anda kerana anda hanya hidup sekali dan satu kesempatan untuk melakukan apa diinginkan.

Semoga anda memperoleh cukup kebahagiaan, cukup dugaan untuk membuat anda kuat, cukup penderitaan untuk membuat anda menjadi manusia yang tabah dan cukup harapan untuk membuat kamu berbahagia.

Selalu letakkan diri pada posisi orang lain. Jika anda berasa itu menyakitkan, mungkin ia akan menyakitkan orang lain.

Orang yang bahagia tidak perlu memiliki yang terbaik dalam segala hal. Mereka melakukan yang terbaik dalam segala hal. Kebahagiaan bukan bagi mereka yang menangis, mereka yang terluka, mereka yang mencari, mereka yang mencuba.

Cinta bermula dengan senyuman, tumbuh dengan kemesraan dan berakhir dengan air mata. Masa depan yang cerah berdasarkan pada masa lalu yang dilupakan, Anda tidak dapat melangkah dengan baik dalam kehidupan hingga anda melupakan kegagalan dan rasa sakit hati.

Ketika lahir, anda menangis dan semua orang di sekeliling tersenyum. Hiduplah dengan hidupmu, justeru ketika anda meninggal dunia, anda satu-satunya yang tersenyum dan semua orang di sekeliling menangis.

Source: Received from forward email.

Group picture on our previous Nikon Basic Workshop - courtesy of Kelvin Chan

Kenen~

Nah.. gara gara tidak tahan mau share at least one picture.. A candid taken by Dj SaliparJipun during visiting Roxanne for Hari Raya.

And.. i just cut my own hair.. hahaha.. stress punya pasal la ni.. Huhuh.. Will fix it later..

Working.. Working.. Working..

Lagging again

Bah, macam tiada sudah pictures dorang bilang. Well, I'm so sorry my friends, I have problem with my laptop at the moment, no I lie, actually I have no time to edit my pictures and I just installed the photoshop 7.0 where I was thinking to upgrade to CS series. Then I had to re-create my action script again. *Sigh* Nevermind, I will try my best to arrange my time and re-design everything. I am thinking of changing my header layout. Yippie~ :D

Ngantuk

Itu sajalah.. sya panat ni.. please.. sya ngantuk.. itu lah yang dikatakan oleh kepala ku.. tapi ni hati masih mau bangun.. mau bekerja keras.. mau itu.. mau ini.. huhu.. mata sya pula bercakap.. berat oo.. tiada tenaga sudah.. huhu.. hidung sya pun minta kena selimut.. penat.. ya.. sangat penat..

Selamat Hari Raya semua~

Raya? Born again?

Sitting in this empty room, browsing my Facebook account, reading all the comments made by all my friends, there are too many of them wishing me Happy Birthday. I look back to my 24 years of achievement, struggling with giggles and pain, joy and pain with own path, life is gift. When I was a kid, I laid down at my grandmother lap, I ask her, ‘Nik, syok ka jadi orang tua?’ as ‘Granma, is it fun to be an old person?’, she told me, it depends on how you want your life to be, if you choose to be a successful person, you must be ready with all the pain and suffered all the obstacle that come upon you. From the point of time, I asked myself, I want to be a successful woman, no matter how hard the life could be.

And now I step to 24 years of my life, I have my first love; I have lost the most important person in my life too. There are several parts in my life parts in my life that I need to maintain. They are my Family, my Love of my life, my Health, the Career, and Friends. Family is the most important part in my life, without them, I could not have faith in Him, I would never have the chance of learning to be a good person. Then my boyfriend came, the most hurtful yet challenging phase in my life. How I wish to love and to be love is easy. I learn about trust, loyalty, honesty and frustration too. And to maintain a long relationship is the hardest part because human bound to fall in love again and again. But, that’s love I guess. In order to maintain these two, I cannot run away from getting sick and cured up. Even I’m not too worried about my health, I will try not to get sick as well. As an adult, we have learnt what should we be during studying times, and a job is a must for me. Unless, you find someone who can hired you for shopping and living. Someone say, the best ship is friendship, but I do learn that the Titanic ship sink, so, it is normal if friends come and go. However, I want my friend to know that I really cherish friendship, no matter who they are, how they judge life, how bad they are. Friends will remain friends forever. I prefer peaceful and harmony life.

My wish for 24 years achievement, hope all my family and friends have a good life, wealthier and enjoy life as it is. Since today is the first day of Raya, to all my Muslims family and friends, wish you all happy Hari Raya Aidilfitri, maaf zahir dan batin. Thanks for all the birthday wishes from all of you. Thank you so much! Please forgive me if I had hurt your feeling, I’m a human as well. Nothing special about me but I will try my best to keep the best for you. *hugs*

Love,
Girllyen

Missing him again

Missing.. missing him again.. *chuckles*

It's complicated now

I love him but... to be continue...

p/s: I really like the new song by Enoch Cosmic - Ok Bah Kalau Kau

One of my favourite

One of the most memorable case studies on Japanese management was the case of the empty soap box, which happened in one of Japan ' s biggest cosmetics companies.

The company received a complaint that a consumer had bought a soap box that was empty. Immediately the authorities isolated the problem to the assembly line, which transported all the packaged boxes of soap to the delivery department. For some reason, one soap box went through the assembly line empty.

Management asked its engineers to solve the problem. Post-haste, the engineers worked hard to devise an X-ray machine with high-resolution monitors manning by two people to watch all the soap boxes that passed through the line to make sure they were not empty. No doubt, they worked hard and they worked fast but they spent whoopee amount to do so.

But when a rank-and-file employee in a small company was posed with the same problem, did not get into complications of X-rays, etc but instead came out with another solution.

He bought a strong industrial electric fan and pointed it at the assembly line. He switched the fan on, and as each soap box passed the fan, it simply blew the empty boxes out of the line.

Moral of the story: always look for simple solutions. Devise the simplest possible solution that solves the problem.

When NASA began the launch of astronauts into space, they found out that the pens wouldn ' t work at zero gravity (Ink won ' t flow down to the writing surface).In order to solve this problem, it took them one decade and $12 million.. They developed a pen that worked at zero gravity, upside down, underwater, in practically any surface including crystal and in a temperature range from below freezing to over 300 degrees C.

And what did Russians do....................??
The Russians used a Pencil !!!
So, learn to focus on solutions not on problems
"Ifyou look at what you do not have in life, you don' t have anything"
"If you look at what you have in life, you have everything"

*so when I ask.. kalau tu bulan tiada, jadi apa? - my answer will be.. Jadi Siang.. haha..

Somehow somewhere

I have so many friends, and yet I feel empty about it. With all the motivational words, hardworking and busy thingy. Yet, there is an empty space in my heart which make myself confused and difficult to understand. Oh God, hear my prayer..

4-0 Lagi..

BPL: Liverpool 4 - 0 Burnley..

Itu saja.. :D Happy daa.~

Sinful Complaint

Are you busy? Yes, I understand that most of you are busy at the moment. Praying? That might be the last thing in mind. I’m not saying you, but most of our youth, even myself walk in a wrong path. In our life, we have to know what our priority (keutamaan) is. What is ur main concern in life? Family? God? Money? Love? Entertainment and so forth.. To me, we must have our own dream. There are no rules in life, just like Photography, there is no rule of taking picture, but to learn a bit about the Rule of Third, Lighting or even camera type might help you to produce a better photo.

We are born with heart & mind for us you think what is wrong and what is right. The day we born into this world, have u ever thought that life can be such difficult with all the disappointments of growing and get through all the pain to achieve what we want? And yet, we demand for everything that good and luxury? As my age increased, I learn that no matter what, you can’t reduce your age and your past history. For that reason, I strongly agree to the famous quote ‘No Pain, No Gain’. Wake up people, our time is moving very fast now, just like the speed of light! Before it’s too late, working hard on your goal, be realistic, playing Poker in Facebook will not make you rich fast, you will not eat those plant in your Farmville in Facebook or playing Dota will not make you office work done timely. Think about it. Open our eyes.

When I was a kid, I love to sit next to my grandma and listen to their stories. The success of harvesting of their paddy planting always teaches me how hard our life is. To those who never experienced it, try once. You’ll amazed with the sweat and joyful of planting your own paddy. Either you ended give up or you enjoy your own work. Otherwise, you will ended like this, enjoy the work, but you will compare with the one you buy from the shop and choose to buy rather than sweating under the sun. However, you must remember the farmer. They have put very high effort for those who can simply buy it.

Now, you complaint about your job has not been done? Are you fully doing your job? Is there any job in this world with higher pay with zero stress? Still want to provide excuses? Do you co-operate in good manner? Some might say, the boss not good, but are you good enough? If you good enough, why you still working there? Then you realized, yes, I’m not good enough to judge other people like my boss. I seldom get angry, and some might say, she is crazy, the laughing girl is crazy. Well, you don’t have to like me or to be like me.

I only have one dream in life – to be a successful woman. I almost there and I know I owe God so much. Without faith and His blessing, I might still look for a good job, chasing people pavement, and my mom will suffered feeding all of us. Life is simple, but so complicated right? Well, good luck in whatever you do. I just want to share, never challenge the time, treasure whatever you have now and you will never be regret. Without family and friendship, I will never come to this far. Thank you and God bless you.

Buka Puasa Buka Puasa

I just came back from Berbuka Puasa with Sabahan.Net together with their Sabahan.Fm activity launched at Jabatan Hospitality Politeknik, Kota Kinabalu, Sabah. I think this is the first time I went to a social network activity alone. I never come to this kind of gathering alone before. My first gathering was meeting the SabahRhinos.com members, and yes, that was my first-time gather together with all SabahRhinos.com forumers. It was fun and yeah, I enjoy the official gathering.

Sabahan.FM shiuk bah didengar~ ;)

September is the month luxury. Why? It is because the number 9, in some Chinese philosophy says that 9 represent luxury and healthy life style. There is something bothering me these days, where I laugh a lot and drop a few tears too. I had unstable emotion and just do not have any idea what is happening. Most probably because of the hazy weather that made my brain not working properly since I consumed less water now.

On the 6th of September, Nikon has organized a Nikon Basic Workshop to all the under warranty DSLR Nikon owner at Promenade Hotel, Kota Kinabalu, Sabah. The speaker is Kelvin Chan, a pro photographer who I personally think that he is kind and tidak-lokek-ilmu of a person although his presentation a bit dull otherwise I am the one who not use to this kind of workshop. Meeting all the pro-photographers really make myself wow.. wuuu.. uwiih!

A day before the workshop, I should be in St. Catherine Church, Inanam, but I was late so I decide drop to the office did some job and have a walk with Adelbert after that. We actually so tired, but I just do not understand why we like hang out and take pictures. That’s the passion of photography lover. Well, at least, we treasure all the things around us beside nature. It is better than lepaking at Kopi Shop and talk about people passing by. I prefer doing something which cherish friendship and successful stories.

Done with the past, so what’s next? This Friday would be Aaron last day in our workplace. He is a trainee and conventionally anyone who left, will have a farewell party. It’s going to be a tired weekend again. Farewell party at Friday night, pro-photographer dinner at Jack Pot Cafe, on Saturday Night, and buka puasa dinner at Novotel on Sunday Night. Actually I booked this weekend for other things but I guess, it just word and no confident on the theory. Pray for the best and let God lead my way.

P/s: Sayang ba itu masa kalau ditinggal-tinggal~

I missed traveling~

Rindu laa mau naik plane.. huhu... Missing travelling.. I'm thinking of going out Sabah before end of year, but going alone might sound selfish to my other half and my family too.. What a waste.. I hope I have longer life~

1st week of September

1st Week of September. Sigh. I'm still busy.. Busy smiling.. hehe.. Will update soon~ ;)