Kantoi

lagilah I jadi gile.. dari pagi dengar lagu ni.. And I guess some of u received my email too.. ;) Hihihi.. Kotobian Tadau Tagazo do Kaamatan..~ ;)

Kantoi - Zee Avi

Semalam I call you, you tak answer.
You kata you keluar pergi dinner.
You kata you keluar dengan kawan you.
But when I called Tommy he said it wasn't true.

So I drove my car pergi Damansara.
Tommy kata maybe you tengok bola.
Tapi bila I sampai you, you tak ada.
Lagilah I jadi gila.

So I called and called sampai you answer.
You kata sorry sayang tadi tak dengar.
My phone was on silent, I was at the gym.
Tapi latar belakang suara perempuan lain.

Sudahlah sayang, I don't believe you.
I've always known your words were never true.
Why am I with you, I pun tak tahu.
No wonderlah my friends pun tak suka you.

So I guess that's the end of our story.
Akhir kata she accepted his apology.
Tapi last last kita dapat tahu she was cheating too.
With her ex boyfriend's best friend - Tommy.

p/s: Moral of the story.. what you give.. you get back.. hahah~ ;) I want to do like what i get before this.. boleh ka? Hahha... this is karma.. ;)

Outing to Mesilau Highland

Quite busy now, so, I share some pictures that I have edited. (Why so short!) Too much is boring. :D

Warning: All models are for photography/model purpose only.

Dairen & Ramesh (Mesilau Nature Resort)

Qisthine & Girllyen (Desa Dairy Farm)

Clarence & Albert (Mesilau Nature Resort)

Qisthine & Ramesh (Desa Dairy Farm)

Girllyen & Junior (Desa Dairy Farm)

Junior & Kuai (Canopy Walk, Poring)

Sebastian & Girllyen (Desa Dairy Farm)

Kuai & Qisthine (Desa Dairy Farm)

Merlvin & Qisthine (Butterfly Park, Poring)

Catch you all later ;)

Hating my life again

Life is frustrating, even you have great friends with a hot boyfriend, you will never get out from trouble or dilemma. How I wish life is always happy.

You wish to have your own dream house, but your mom decide what furniture you should have.

You wish to have your own car, but your mom decide what car you should take.

You wish to go further up, but your mom decide you should drive or not.

You wish to quit job, but you have to feed yourself and others too.

You wish to have children and a family, but you have to wait for the correct person, get married first.

You wish to get rich, but you have to fork it out unless you're lucky in investing '4D'

You wish to have a job that really fit to you, but people say you are demanding.

You wish to be perfect, but you are not God.

See, life never complete you. How come you ever say, life is complete? While it is never enough?

p/s: Suara dengarkanlah aku.. apa khabarnya pujaan hatiku.. aku disini menunggunya.. masih berharap di dalam hatinya.. ;) Miss u..

I love the weekend

This is my weekend. ;) Will update blog sometime later this afternoon or after work.. So many things to share laa.. ;) happy working all! It's Monday.. (treat Monday like Friday so you can enjoy the day everyday! ;p)

If u wanna cry, cry on my shoulder

I was having my lunch with my colleague this afternoon, while in her car, this song caught my attention and I straight away google it after reach the office, I love the wording and dedicate to all of you out there. Cheer up. Life is complicated but never be selfish and learn to be a better person everyday. Day is not always bright, night is not always dark. (I just thought of it)

Cry On My Shoulder – Deutschland sucht den Superstar

If the hero, never comes to you
If you need someone, you’re feeling blue
If you wait for love, and you’re alone
If you call your friends, nobody’s home

You can run away, but you can’t hide
Through a storm and through a lonely night
Then I’ll show you there’s a destiny
The best things in life, they are free

But if you wanna cry: cry on my shoulder
If you need someone, who cares for you
If you’re feeling sad, your heart gets colder
Yes I show you what real love can do

If your sky is grey oh let me know
There’s a place in heaven, where we’ll go
If heaven is, a million years away
Oh just call me and I’ll make your day

When the nights are getting cold and blue
When the days are getting hard for you
I will always stay by your side
I promise you, I’ll never hide

But if you wanna cry: cry on my shoulder
If you need someone, who cares for you
If you’re feeling sad, your heart gets colder
Yes I show you what real love can do

But if you wanna cry: cry on my shoulder
If you need someone, who cares for you
If you’re feeling sad, your heart gets colder
Yes I show you what real love can do

To download --> Cry on my shoulder.mp3

Can't Get Enough of Singapore

I love Singapore as much as I love gadgets! Singapore is way modern than Malaysia. I heard some of the Singaporean teenagers says "I'm proud to be a Singaporean" and how I wish I could say the same too. Nevertheless, I would say 'I'm proud to be a Sabahan'. Even though our road is like highway to hell.

So what about Singapore this time? Old story just reveal? No, this is new and fresh. Some of you might ask, u are not telling me that you went to Singapore again after a gateway which only last month? The fact is, YES, I went to Singapore again, but this time I am not alone. I went with mum and Eleanor the freaky BFF but soft-hearted lady too. We are normal. Anyway, the trip was hilariously fun and full of blisters.

We spent 4 days and 3 night at Nava Place @ Little India, where we proudly lost ourselves while trying to look for the hostel with the direction given from the net. Unfortunately, the direction didn't told us it's quite far from the MRT. Glad there is a taxi uncle with his 'wait-wait-wait' style show us the right way which is so near! Ciss.. Len.. ko lah tu sekejap putus asa.. After check in, we get out again and lost for the second time. Lagi jauh kami sesat!

I wish to story more details but I have 2 assignment need to finish it up. Will update here again once done ok? Cheer up friends ;)

p/s: I bought 640GB hard disk from SG.. :D

Welcome to SnailBand

I had bad times with the internet connection

When the system down
I become lame
I intend to tense up
My blood pressure become high
And the mind start thinking

Why is the bloody system down
In time of million paperworks on my desk
Tonnes of emails queue up with "urgent" reminders
Awaiting a single reply from me

And so I decide to take a cup of coffee
But the cup went missing
Then I realized my container went missing too

Something is not right
Not from my right
But in front of me went wrong today.

*sigh* Did H1N1 effect the system too? - I guess so.

Whatever it is, let's eat! - Nasi Beriyani - Every Wednesday only @ Sri Pinang, Sabah Port ;)



While eating, I'm listing to Tua Tua Klabing - Or in English, Old Old Clubbing (direct translation) Click to download, but please buy the original too -->
05. Tua Tua Klabing (remix by Levi The Fly)-lokalicious.3forum.mp3

Time is limited!

Sigh.. How am I going to finish watching all the movies here. My photos. Urgh. I need a break.

One Night With You

Hantam saja bah tu subject.. Hahahaha.. NGam ngam sya dingar tu lagu One Night With You by Elvis Presley~ Hehehe.. Anyway, sya baca horoskop sya ni hari.. sungguh menarik oo.. Apa pun.. mari minum kupi~

Dear Veralyn Marcie, this is your horoscope for Wednesday, May 13th:

Virgo,The people around you think you are energetic and firm but in reality you have many doubts. At work, you'll be a little confused about how to handle an important situation. In Love, you'll be able to renew your relationship.See you tomorrow.

I want to be your everything

Yesterday was a tiring day, I was thinking to sleep early and gain more energy but it ended sleep at 4am which just few hours ago just to wait for him to reach home safely. I am addicted to him lately, just like falling in love for the first time. Maybe, an argument is good to keep your relationship stronger and a little sacrifice will keep it last. The feeling of love and the heart that beat each minute never lie to myself that I want to be his everything. His smile remind our first date and it feels like I have missed some of our best memories together. While waiting for him, I recall everything that we do and I know he is not perfect and I never should expect a perfect guy in this world though. Nobody's perfect anyway. :)

While waiting, this song had accompany me through the night.

I want to be your everything - Keith Urban

The first time I looked in your eyes I knew
That I would do anything for you
The first time you touched my face I felt
Like I've never felt with anyone else

I wana give back what you've givin' to me
And I wanna witness all of your dreams
Now that you've shown me who I really am
I wanna be more then just your man

I wanna be the wind that fills your sails
And be the hand that lifts your veil
And be the moon that moves your tide
The sun coming up in your eyes
Be the wheels that never rust
And be the spark that lights you up
All that you've been dreaming of and more
So much more, I wanna be your everything...

When you wake up, I'll be the first thing you see
And when it gets dark you can reach out for me
I'll cherish your words and I'll finish your thoughts
And I'll be your compass baby, when you get lost

I wanna be the wind that fills your sails
And be the hand that lifts your veil
And be the moon that moves your tide
The sun coming up in your eyes
Be the wheels that never rust
And be the spark that lights you up
All that you've been dreaming of and more
So much more, I wanna be your everything...

Be the wheels that never rust
And be the spark that lights you up
All that you've been dreaming of and more
So much more, I wanna be your everything...
I wanna be your everything

p/s: Never loss hope on your love even your have to die for it.. :) Time to go to work now. Urgh my back..

I missed those days in MMU

I was searching my name “Veralyn Marcie Ismail” in the google search engine and found out Aleaf old blog and how I missed those days when we were still ‘solid’ and youthful. Our junior create a seloka to us and I am happy to share here as well. Aleaf, copy paste your post kejap ok? ;)

source: http://gr3en-fr3ak07.blog.friendster.com/2006/07/

p/s: feel like one big family, I still remember clearly they called me as "Mummy" - Penyayang kan? Hahaha.. yaii..

*SELOKA SENIOR DITTE BATCH*

Berbadan comel bercermin mata

Sekilas pandang mata tergoda

Jangan di tanya siapa empunya

Mark Dillon , milik si ‘Vera’….

“Mummy” itu gelarannya

Tinggi lampai cantik mengoda

Veralyn Marcie Ismail tuannya

Mark : “oi! Itu saya punya”

Sekali lirik dua kali jatuh

Rambut lurus guna jari pun boleh

Ratu unduk ngadau gelaran diri

Carol Oolmela yang cantik di ‘sini’

Tunggu aku di jakarta mu

Lagu favret ketika jamming

Bermain gitar itu hobinya

Macam jay chou…Osmund jak sorang

Berhati kecil Berjiwa cinta

Pendiam penuh berisi orangnya

Kaya tapi hanya pada namanya

Mohd Richard itulah dia

Kecil molek hitam manis

Tapi please bukan kismis

Berkepit bertiga itu kerjanya

Roslizawati ndak payah teka

Ed, Eddy kartun kegemarannya

Hari rabu jangan di tanya ke mana

Golden Cinema di situlah tempatnya

Ed Benedict , ‘S’ trademarknya

Muka handsome suka ketawa

“Rindunya aku” itu katanya

Setia pada kekasih hatinya

Christie ML Cletus itulah dia

Berjambang tapi bukan OSAMA

Nak kata ‘Daddy’ muda pula

Tempat rakannya mengadu bicara

Semestinya abang Gregory kita

“Handsomenya kau Matt?” tergoda saya

“main2 jak bah jangan kau marah”..

Lembut penyayang itu personalitinya

Siapa lagi kalau bukan Shasha

Rambut rebonding style terbarunya

Makin terserlah keayuannya

Timbalan Presiden itu jawatannya

Tak lain tak bukan itulah Azlina

“Nakal..” itu si ‘dia’ yg kata

Jangan marah bergurau saja

Mari kita tengok siapa yang kena

Halimah kau lah tue ba..

Bee..zoom..bunyi motor nya

Jangan di Tanya apa bangsanya

Tegap macho pintar berkata

Mazlan Murad tyco MMC..kunun la

‘Model’ dari tawau datangnya

Bijak bergaya jeles nye

Bermata galak keistimewaanya

Nama penuh “Adlina Magbanue”

Gaya Dragon Ball pilihan hati

Tanya saja tau segala

Lirik mata memikat hati

Nooraliff Ismail diberi namanya

Nak kata Korean susah

Nak kata Cina pun susah

Daniel, insan di beri nama

Bermata sepit Berbadan sasa

Sekian saja madah bicara

Sebagai kenangan suatu masa

Mohon ampun tersilap kata

Andai tersinggung kiranya ada

Masa itu umpama musuh

Ia berlari ketika indah.

Ia berjalan ketika duka

Namun, ia mengajar kita untuk mengingati dan melupai..

Unduk Ngadau Lahad Datu 2009

I tried to logon to www.undukngadau.com but it seem the page loading take like forever. So I decide to share the picture here. Who know the girl name, please give your comment. ;) I like beauty and colors!

Happy Mother's Day

Dear Mum,
I'm going home today. I love you! Happy mother's day ;)

Rgds,
Your only daughter. Girllyen @ Veralyn Marcie Ismail.

I'm Fine Here

Yes, I'm fine. I took this pic last night with my Sony Hp. ;) The dress was given by miss Eleanor. Thanks! To all my friend who celebrating wesak, wish you all Wesak Day for tomorrow.

The Schedule

Today is 6 May 2009, OMG, it almost half of the year! And my schedule is like -- PACKED! Adoii.. I need a break. Let me see, all my weekend already fully booked! Owh..I just lost 2kg.. I hope next month I can rest! Yea! June -- Girllyen Rest Month --

Wanna ride with me? ;)

Ini cerita Fotografi bukan Pornografi

Sepasang suami isteri sudah lama mencuba utk mendapatkan anak. Setelah mendapatkan nasihat dari doktor, akhirnya mereka bersetuju utk menggunakan kaedah "anak tumpang" atau kata lain, isterinya itu akan menggunakan benih lelaki lain utk mengandung..

Setelah bersetuju dan memilih bakal lelaki yang akan "menyedekahkan" spermanya, maka satu hari.. berkatalah si suami "Ok sayang.. abang pergi dulu... sebentar lagi lelaki tu akan datang..." (lelaki yang nak dermakan sperma dia)

Sambil menunggu kedatangan penderma tersebut, tiba² muncul seorang jurugambar yang kerjanya ambik gambar² bayi. "Selamat pagi puan.. saya datang utk ...." belum sempat habis bercakap, si isteri tadi memotong kata²nya dan berkata "oh ya.. saya memang menunggu awak.."

BUkan Photographer Sebenar

"errr ye ke?" kehairanan photographer tu.."kalau macam tu..bagus la.. saya dah buat banyak bayi yang istimewa..(maksudnya gambar bayi yang baik la.. )

"Itu la yang suami dan saya harapkan.."kata si isteri.." silakan masuk.. dan duduk la.."

"Hmmm macamana kita nak start???" tanya si isteri setelah beberapa ketika...

"Serahkan pada saya puan... saya selalunya buat di bathtub... sekali kat atas sofa.. dan beberapa kali di katil.. kekadang kat atas lantai di ruang tamu saja. itu pun seronok juga..anda mesti suka..." kata lelaki tadi menerangkan tempat2 yang sesuai utk diambil gambar..

"Bathtub??? atas lantai...??? Patutlah ianya tak pernah berkesan pada saya dan suami..kami selalu lakukan di bilik tidur saja.. "jelas isteri...

"Puan, tak da orang yang boleh gerenti ianya baik setiap kali.. tapi kalau kita pelbagaikan posisi dan saya shoot dari beberapa angle.. saya jamin...anda akan suka dengan resultnya... Si isteri tercengang...

"Puan..dlm keja saya nie..seseorang mesti mengambil masa sikit..saya suka berada diluar dan didalam buat beberapa ketika.. tapi tentu puan tak suka..

"Macam saya tak tau???" kata si isteri..Photographer tadi mengeluarkan gambar2 bayi yang sungguh comel dari briefcasenya.. "yang ini saya buat masa di atas bus kat London..

"Hah!...atas bas????" terkejut si isteri.."Yang kembar ini plak memang tak disangka2.. bila anda tau bahawa memang susah nak bekerjasama ngan emaknya.. " kata photograper tadi..

"Emaknyer susah nak bekerjasama????" tanya si isteri.."Ya... memang susah.. sehingga saya terpaksa bawa dia ke Hyde Park utk buat keja dengan baik.. orang ramai mengerumuni kami ketika itu.. utk melihat dengan jelas apa yang kami lakukan..."

"Di depan public???"tekazut si isteri. "Ya..dah tu..lebih kurang 3 jam baru selesai.. emaknya.. menjerit.terpekik.. sehingga saya tak boleh nak concentrate..bila tupai2 dah datang menghampiri alat saya.. saya terpaksa berhenti melakukannya.. " cerita si Photograper.."awak maksudkan tupai² tu really usik awak punya....alat???" tanya si isteri..

"Ya puan... tak per la.. Puan dah bersedia ker.. Saya akan siapkan tripod.... lepas tu kita akan mulakan..

"Tripod????"nak buat aper..??? "tanya si isteri.. "OH..itu utk laraskan alat saya nanti... ianya terlalu besar utk saya pegang lama-lama.. "

"er puan.???Puan??? la..dier pengsan!!!

*source: somebody send me this through email, just want to share to you all ;)

Ya.. sya mengidam American Breakfast @ New York New York

Love remains the same

Love Remains The Same - Gavin Rossdale

A thousand times I’ve seen you standing
Gravity like a lunar landing
Make me want to run till I find you
I shut the world away from here
Drift to you, you’re all I hear
Everything we know fades to black

Half the time the world is ending
Truth is I am done pretending

I never thought that I had anymore to give
Pushing me so far
Here I am without you
Drink to all that we have lost
Mistakes we have made
Everything will change
But love remains the same

Find the place where we escape
Take you with me for a space
The city buzz, sounds just like a fridge
I walk the streets through seven bars
I had to find just where you are
The faces seems to blur, they’re all the same

Half the time the world is ending
Truth is I am done pretending

I never thought that I had anymore to give
Pushing me so far
Here I am without you
Drink to all that we have lost
Mistakes we have made
Everything will change
But love remains the same

So much more to say
So much to be done
Don’t you trick me out
We shall overcome
So all have stayed in place
We should have had the sun
Could have been inside
Instead we’re over here

Half the time the world is ending
Truth is I am done pretending
Too much time, too long defending
You and I are done pretending

I never thought that I had anymore to give
Pushing me so far
Here I am without you
Drink to all that we have lost
Mistakes we have made
Everything will change
Everything will change

I, oh I, I
wish this could last forever
I, oh I, I
As if we could last forever

Love remains the same
Love remains the same

*And so..our love remains the same.. This is real life and not a drama, you might get the same situation in the future. Thanks for all who support us and for those who tired of pushing me off from these relationship, well, I guess I am still stubborn and dare to get hurt again. It's not easy to be in a relationship and I think I should overcome with it and fix the problem, not to ruin everything that we build since 1st October 2005. I am not the type of easy come easy go. It takes time for us to be together and I believe this phase is only a trial for me. And I am officially jealous because I realized that I love him so much. By the way, I feel sorry to Sharon & Eleanor for leaving this evening. I reach 1Borneo at 5.30 where we have promised to watch movies together, but I feel like butterfly in my stomach while surfing the net @ Starbuck. So, I choose to leave at 7pm as I am afraid I will not feel comfortable later on. No hard feeling ok? God bless you all~

I need an explanation

Dear..
I'm just a girl with a tiny heart..
Searching for a little love from you..
I never asked you to climb the mountain..
Or swim into deep blue sea to be with me..

I need your hand to walk through this life..not hope only..
No matter what happen I always want you to be in my heart..

But Today.
You hurt me again.
Why should you care her more than me?
Why should you sleep late while talk to the phone with her?
And contact her early in the morning? And I was the third?
Your particular friend might be happy reading this.
I thought we are tired enough having so much fun these days?

To the couple out there,
What do you feel when you found out the person he/she contact in the morning was not you?
Other girl/boy? Who he/she always contact and always be the issue of conflict between you two?
And the fact that you know they were old crush in schools?
What actually you normally do? Give chances even thousand apologize and forgiveness given?
I thought the past is past. Can I get back with my old crush too?

God,
Please give me the strength, I am weak and I had enough of sorrow days..
Send me an angel or a better one or the correct person.

Girllyen - Emotionally abuse



This picture was taken on 2nd of May..See how happy I am when you with me?

And my heart broken again today. Luka belum baik, jahitan terbuka lagi balik..

A true friend is always be the bestfriend.. I would like to say big thanks to Paris for being such an understanding and very mature advisor, Inden for crying shoulder, Eleanor for supporting me, Vanessa who always be there when I need and you all who never let me down even I am not always good in keeping contact. Anyhow.. I will go on till the end.. just like the song by Breaking Benjamin (lyric below) Even I cried the whole nite..i will go on until the end.. Breaking Benjamin - Until The End
So clever, whatever, I’m done with these endeavorsAlone I’ll walk the winding way .. here I stayIt’s over, no longer, I feel it growing strongerI live to die another day, until I fade away
Why give up? Why give in?It’s not enough, it never isSo I will go on until the endWe’ve become, desolateIt’s not enough, it never isBut I will go on until the end
Surround me, it’s easy, to fall apart completelyI feel you creeping up again .. in my HeadIt’s over, no longer, I feel it growing colderI knew this day would come to end, so let this life begin
Why give up? Why give in?It’s not enough, it never isSo I will go on until the endWe’ve become, desolateIt’s not enough, it never isBut I will go on until the end
I’ve lost my wayI’ve lost my wayBut I will go on until the end
Living is, hard enough, without you f@#king up
Why give up? Why give in?It’s not enough, it never isSo I will go on until the endWe’ve become, desolateIt’s not enough, it never isBut I will go on until the end
I’ve lost my wayI’ve lost my wayBut I will go on until the end The final fight, I winThe final fight, I winThe final fight, I win
But I will go on until the endWargh so ugly! Hahaha.. (ok this picture may cheer me up ;)

The busiest week ever!

Aloha! I am full of energy today! Okay, I lie. Actually I really need some rest. Just a short update here. Will update sooner! ;) (I have owe pictures of Melohom Bay outing also. I know.)

What made me busy? Hehehe.. well..

27 April 2009 - Reports! Reports! Reports! Work Work Work..

28 April 2009 - Reports! Reports! Reports! -- Out with Fharelynne - Meet the BFF - Rumba - The BED - 17th Crush last day

29 April 2009 - Working during the day -- Fetching my dear -- Get hurt after that -- relieve at City Futsal Centre ;)

30 April 2009 - Month end reports! Telecons + Meeting (Packed!) -- Meet my dear after work -- Still under bad mood -- dinner @ New York New York, 1Borneo -- Wacth movies (Make it happen (9pm) Bohsia (11pm)

1 May 2009 - Western Breakfast with him -- watch movies again (Mall Cop (7pm) 2 fast 2 Furios (9pm)

2 May 2009 - Sabah Fest - Magellan Sutera -- Fun Fair @ Papar -- Visit dear's grandparent house @ Papar -- Back to telipok

3 May 2009 - Last day with dear -- went to Sabah Museum -- Send to airport -- back to Telipok fetch grandma - Sabah Fest grand -- back telipok -- FLAT

What a packed week! huhuh.. Share some pictures here ;)

The Blues ;)

City Futsal Centre - SabahRhinos.Com routine (every wednesday)

The simple breakfast

With the grandparent

Fun Fair - not fair enough

With him @ Sabah Museum

Last night @ Sabah Fest - My aunties, cousins, my grandma behind.Back to work now. ;) By the way, I keep listening to this song Selalu Mengalah by Seventeen.. To all the couple in love out there, never give up! I almost there but thank God, as we go along together, we found that we should be more understanding and be honest to each other, NEVER ASSUME, let it out before your anger control over you.

Good Luck to all Grand Finale UN Klang Valley

I have been busy spending my time with my beloved one these few days, so many things need to recover and I will share a bit later. FYI. Love hurts but indeed we learn to fix it with the help of all of you, understanding is important. To my BFF, I really agree when you told me, how am I going to survive my love for the whole life if I cannot cope the 2 and half years distance relationship? For the mean time, I would like to take this opportunity to wish all the best to all who manage to be in the Grand Finale Unduk Ngadau Klang Valley 2009. For more info, please visit Kadazandusun Cultural Association and have a visit to Mr Gee blog too - Credit to him ;)

I hope Clarvie will be the next Unduk Ngadau ;) Good luck Avie!