Wednesday, November 4, 2009
Picture of me
Consacrez à quelqu'un qui près de mon coeur
Quand je triste, je regarde mes dessins.
La photographie me guérit.
Ils veulent seulement être l'amour.
Comment de moi ? Sont je de l'amour ?
Je les aime. Je ne leur demande jamais de m'aimer.
Mais pourquoi je me sens blessé quand ils s'aiment seulement ?
Peut-être c'est une vie de photographe.
Capturez d'autres moments des gens.
Mais nous oublions toujours de capturer nos moments.
Quand nous ouvrons les albums.
Nous nous sommes rendus compte qu'ils n'ont jamais pris notre photo.
Ils demandent seulement leur dessin que nous avons pris.
La vie y ressemble, je devine.
Vous pouvez prendre simplement d'autres photos des gens.
Mais vous ne pouvez pas les a possédés.
Et ils peuvent oublier de capturer vos dessins.
D'une façon ou d'une autre quelque part, je les aime.
Which means..
Dedicate to someone who near to my heart
When I sad, I look at my pictures.
Photography heals me.
They only want to be love.
How about me? Am I out of love?
I love them. I never ask them to love me.
But why I feel hurt when they only care for themselves?
Maybe that is a photographer life.
Capture other people moments.
But we always forget to capture our moments.
When we open the albums.
We realized that they never took our picture.
They only ask for their picture which we took.
Life is like that, I guess.
You can simply take other people pictures.
But you cannot owned them.
And they may forget to capture your pictures.
Somehow somewhere, I love them.
Piece of Girllyen
Friday, October 2, 2009
Make Myself Happy
Stop being self-craziness, share with you something here. I went to Likas yesterday. Went to jog and suppose meeting Eleanor, missing her like a decades, she just came back from N9, and I just can't wait to meet her. But, unfortunately she a bit busy since she reach here. It's ok Eleanor, will go out with you next week, it's a promise ok, else I will kill you! Kidding kidding~! Missing my girlfriends lately, Inden, Corn, huhuh..
I check my photos collection last night, I saw some of these pictures, and try to make fun of it. This girl is my cousin's daughter, her name is Charlotte Grace but we called her Indai. She's cute and I just can't stand with kids! They are very adorable! Grrr.. I want babies~ :p However, Indai belum pandai bercakap ni. Hehehe.. Thanks to Ingkok @ Soscho for the snaps.
Tuesday, August 11, 2009
How 'Care' effect the relationship
5 days with the girl/guy
“I'm not supposed to love you, I'm not supposed to care, I'm not supposed to live my life wishing you were there. I'm not supposed to wonder where you are or what you do...I'm sorry I can't help myself, I'm in love with you.”
5 months In a relationship
“Whatever words we utter should be chosen with care for people will hear them and be influenced by them for good or ill.”
After 5 years married
“I don't know, I don't care, and it doesn't make any difference!”
Hahaha..~ ok.. for me.. our lives should care like this..
Wednesday, July 22, 2009
Missing someone is not easy
Finding or knowing someone who care for us is not an easy thing for me. I'm the type of person who awkwardly do not really look into, how to say perasan? Maybe I'm too friendly and never thought a friend could fall in love with me just like my dear did. I will not know if he didn't told me that he likes me. Yay! Again, that's the problem to our relationship, I am too friendly and my boyfriend is not. My family wondering why did I fall in love with guy who not 'sound' like me. Totally opposite, I'm quite agresive, loud, talk like a stupid person, like to do charity like give free stuff, while him, a bit quiet, bad tempered, eager to look for money.
Whatever it is, love is a mysterious thing that happen in my life. I cannot say love is joy, because sometime it hurts us so bad and may create hatred, I cannot say love is everything also because with love we cannot drive the car unless we learn to drive a car, some say, love sucks, I guess it sucks your soul to one another and maybe why those phrase exists.
And even I blog too much about this, I still miss him. :D Miss you sugar~ ;) Love you!
p/s: after a long period of relationship, your conversation will be slower, even through IM, don't worry, it's normal.. ;) That is the sign of getting old.. hihihi.. ;)
Monday, June 1, 2009
Long Weekend
Day 29 May 09 - Sabah Holiday - in lieu 30 May (1st day of Harvest festival)
- Fetch him and have lunch and other eating session. (well, there are nothing else we could do rather than eating you see)
- Night, I went out with my family to KDCA, watch some cultural performance from selected high school around Sabah
- Chill out with Inden & Len @ Texas.. Len.. i miss u!
Day 30 May 09 - 1st day of Harvest Festival
- Fetch him and have our bfast 2gether
- To the airport - have lunch with his family before fly to Manila.
- To Papar, celebrate the senior bday -- meet the soon-to-become family
- Back to KK and had our dinner at Damai, lamb chop!
Day 31 May 09 - 2nd day of Harvest Festival
- fetch him, quite late, sorry i woke up late ba dear.. so tired..
- To kokol, tingu tingu jalan..
- again.. eating session..
- shopping at City Mall
1st June 09 - still holiday - in lieu 2nd day of Harvest festival which fall on Sunday
- fetch him, take bfast at Likas.
- have our morning walk
- drop at Beverly Hills meet his friend
- Accompany him buy burger wrapper at pasar kk..
- send him back to pack up his thing..
- left gradually
*Hope to see him again next week. Really.
But again, Terminat: Salvation rocks!!!!!!! I like it so much!! yay!!
Wednesday, May 6, 2009
Love remains the same
A thousand times I’ve seen you standing
Gravity like a lunar landing
Make me want to run till I find you
I shut the world away from here
Drift to you, you’re all I hear
Everything we know fades to black
Half the time the world is ending
Truth is I am done pretending
I never thought that I had anymore to give
Pushing me so far
Here I am without you
Drink to all that we have lost
Mistakes we have made
Everything will change
But love remains the same
Find the place where we escape
Take you with me for a space
The city buzz, sounds just like a fridge
I walk the streets through seven bars
I had to find just where you are
The faces seems to blur, they’re all the same
Half the time the world is ending
Truth is I am done pretending
I never thought that I had anymore to give
Pushing me so far
Here I am without you
Drink to all that we have lost
Mistakes we have made
Everything will change
But love remains the same
So much more to say
So much to be done
Don’t you trick me out
We shall overcome
So all have stayed in place
We should have had the sun
Could have been inside
Instead we’re over here
Half the time the world is ending
Truth is I am done pretending
Too much time, too long defending
You and I are done pretending
I never thought that I had anymore to give
Pushing me so far
Here I am without you
Drink to all that we have lost
Mistakes we have made
Everything will change
Everything will change
I, oh I, I
wish this could last forever
I, oh I, I
As if we could last forever
Love remains the same
Love remains the same
Monday, May 4, 2009
The busiest week ever!
What made me busy? Hehehe.. well..
27 April 2009 - Reports! Reports! Reports! Work Work Work..
28 April 2009 - Reports! Reports! Reports! -- Out with Fharelynne - Meet the BFF - Rumba - The BED - 17th Crush last day
29 April 2009 - Working during the day -- Fetching my dear -- Get hurt after that -- relieve at City Futsal Centre ;)
30 April 2009 - Month end reports! Telecons + Meeting (Packed!) -- Meet my dear after work -- Still under bad mood -- dinner @ New York New York, 1Borneo -- Wacth movies (Make it happen (9pm) Bohsia (11pm)
1 May 2009 - Western Breakfast with him -- watch movies again (Mall Cop (7pm) 2 fast 2 Furios (9pm)
2 May 2009 - Sabah Fest - Magellan Sutera -- Fun Fair @ Papar -- Visit dear's grandparent house @ Papar -- Back to telipok
3 May 2009 - Last day with dear -- went to Sabah Museum -- Send to airport -- back to Telipok fetch grandma - Sabah Fest grand -- back telipok -- FLAT
The Blues ;)
City Futsal Centre - SabahRhinos.Com routine (every wednesday)
The simple breakfast
With the grandparent
Fun Fair - not fair enough
With him @ Sabah Museum
Last night @ Sabah Fest - My aunties, cousins, my grandma behind.