I know you care - Happy Christmas

It's been the busiest month of the year, this time I would like to take this opportunity to wish you all a happy holy Christmas and I'm sorry if I did something that may hurt you thanks again for supporting my blog and my photography. Will update soonest.

well.. this is a 2 mins editing.. I don't even have much time on this one.. but wish you all enjoy the holiday~;)

Love our nature..

I'm clearing up my emails today and found some old email where I neglected and found some information that I felt it is good if I share here.. even I'm not very concern at the first place, but it is useful for all of us after reading it again and again. Maybe we intend to see this kind of messages, however, it's not wrong if we remind ourselves right? ;) Have a good day and wealthier day ahead~ 2010 is near.. Most of you I believe that plan for travel dates, some weddings, but I have not seen any plan to improve on their religion side except those who are religious. Let's put a little prayer in our incoming 2010 and pray for those who lost their love ones, especially the case of Pulau Banggi, or even the last Tsunami victim and hope for a better future. I know, everyone is concern about their health and wealth nowadays, but less people care about what they did to the environment. Take care our environment. :)

Health important tips:-

Answer the phone by LEFT ear
Do not drink coffee TWICE a day
Do not take pills with COLD water
Do not have HUGE meals after 5pm
Reduce the amount of TEA you consume
Reduce the amount of OILY food you consume
Drink more WATER in the morning, less at night
Keep your distance from hand phone CHARGERS
Do not use headphones/earphone for LONG period of time
Best sleeping time is from 10pm at night to 6am in the morning
Do not LIE down immediately after taking medicine before sleeping
When battery is down to the LAST grid/bar, do not answer the phone as the radiation is 1000 times

Describe me~

It's a girl talk again. Well, I am not too girlie but I do have feeling like girls because obviously I am a girl. I have some weaknesses like everybody has. I am easily melt with all the sweet words from a guy, even when he say "this is the song that I wrote for u, even my singing is bad, I hope u like it". I might give a funny look pretending not to like it (depending on the situation), when I smile and laugh sheepishly, I like the pickup lines. We can be friends, but I am sorry that I am taken. :) Hope we can be friends even I am not single.

Since I have blogging and owned so many sweet friends like you, describe me in your own words.. Drop me some comments~ See who is the longest feedback?

Feelings of Girls

I received one email from my friends about this *feeling about girls* and read on it. So, I decide to comment a bit about it. Haha.. Some facts are true, but there are some I'm not agree with it. Haha.. Just enjoy the fun..

Feelings of Girls

1. When a girl says she's sad, but she isn't crying, it means she's crying in her heart. <-- mostly yes, just like our mother..

2. When she ignores you after you've done something wrong, it's best to give her some time to cool down before touching her heart with an apology. <-- i bet this is true

3. A girl can't find anything to hate about the guy she loves (which is why it is so hard for her to 'get over him' after the relationship' s over.) <-- it can be saves by a smile & caring

4. If a girl loves a guy, he will always be on her mind every minute of the day, even though she flirts with other guys. <-- hahah.. yes!

5. When the guy she likes smiles and stares deep into her eyes, she will melt. <-- I dont mind if he keep smiling to me.. *giggles*

6. A girl likes to hear compliments, but usually not sure how to react to them. <-- seriuosly, if someone say to me.. Girl, you have nice earing, errr.. should I say, is it? err.. ee.. biasa only pun.. err.. ya.. I dunno how to react to them..

7. When a particular guy flirts with a girl very often, a girl would start thinking the guy likes her. So if you treat a girl just as a friend, go easy on the smiles and stare ok? <-- not really, my view would be, this guy really nice oo.. Untung jadi kawan dia.. ;) I'm not a type of go easy in a feelings stuff, but I highly value friendship :)

8. If you don't like a girl who likes you, break it to her gently. <-- should be this way.. same goes to girl.. ;)

9. If a girl starts avoiding you after you reject her, leave her alone for a while. If you still treat her as a friend, talk to her. <-- Friendship is the best~

10. Girls enjoy talking about what they feel. Music, poetry, drawings and writing are ways of expressing themselves (which explains why most girls like writing journals). <--But I know A.Samad Said, Robert Frost and Da Vinci~

11. Never tell a girl that she is useless in anyway. <-- No human are useless okay?

12. Being too serious can turn a girl off. <-- Wakakakaka.. ya!!! I really like this one.. It tired me.. ;)

13. When the guy she likes calls her for the first time, the girl may act uninterested during the call. But as soon as the phone is back on the hook, she will whoop with joy and immediately start telephoning her friends to spread the news. <-- Huh? Let me see.. Eh.. not like me eh~

14. A smile means a lot to a girl. <-- Yes! Especially to me! A smile is the best cure for my soul~

15. If you like a girl, try making friends with her first. Let her get to know you. <-- Give her some time~ Do not jump into a sudden death conclusion =)

16. If a girl says she can't go out with you because she has to study, leave. <-- waaah.. this meant a lot to me.. Some girls maybe seriously need to study.. But if it happen 3-5 times, leave.

17. But if she still calls you or expect a call from you, stay. <-- nah.. see.. heheh.. if she still calls you.. there is hope..

18. Don't try to guess a girl's feelings. Ask her..... <-- dont guess, only if she ask u to guess.. but u must know the answer from her as well..

19. Hearing the words "I love you" is a great reassurance to a girl that she is beautiful. <-- *pengsan* no comment..

20. After a girl falls in love with a guy, she'll wonder why she never noticed him before. <-- ya bah.. kenapa bah.. kenapa bah..

21. If you need tips on how to flirt with a girl, read romance stories. <-- yaiii.. but.. boleh pakai laa.. haha.. if kena me.. tetap kena buli this..

22. When class pictures come out, a girl would first check who is standing next to her crush before actually looking at herself. <-- wakakaka.. i did this during high school.. damn..i love high school.. wakakak!

23. A girl's ex-crush will always be in her memory, but the guy she loves now stays in her heart. <-- the past is past.. but past will always remain in my mind.. thanks for the memories.. happy to grow today~

24. Girls love having fun! <-- everyone love having fun!

25..... A simple 'Hi' can brighten a girl's day. <-- yerrr.. of coz laa..

26. A girl's best friends usually know best what she is feeling and going through. <-- *wink* she know~

27. Girls hate it when a guy pays attention to them just to get close to their 'prettier' friend. <-- same to guy also kan?

28. Love means devotion, caring and happiness to a girl, in that order. <-- devotion~ apa tu? hahaha..

29. Some girls care about looks, some care about brains, but ALL girls want a guy who will love and care for them. <-- Of course~! Anyone want a guy who will not pay attention to u?? Raise you hand?? Anyone??

30. Girls want nothing more than to feel loved. <-- I love you ;)

p/s: Natt.. if you reading this.. sya teringat ni.. Pina Kolada.. hahah..

Make Myself Happy

Somebody are not happy with me lately, I already state my sorry but I guess it is not working. Indeed, I am not happy about it, and try to make them understand but they still want to act with their 'suicidal note', 'threaten act', which I also have no idea what should I do about it and I could not forgive myself. Maybe I should be silent, loving them seem hurting them more. I swear to God, I will break down, cry and let it all out by myself. I hate being too dramatic, but this is for real, this time I know and I learned that someone will be tough as they are. I will struggling to fight my weaknesses and pray for their safety, maybe it takes 2-3 days, then I will face them again.

Stop being self-craziness, share with you something here. I went to Likas yesterday. Went to jog and suppose meeting Eleanor, missing her like a decades, she just came back from N9, and I just can't wait to meet her. But, unfortunately she a bit busy since she reach here. It's ok Eleanor, will go out with you next week, it's a promise ok, else I will kill you! Kidding kidding~! Missing my girlfriends lately, Inden, Corn, huhuh..

I check my photos collection last night, I saw some of these pictures, and try to make fun of it. This girl is my cousin's daughter, her name is Charlotte Grace but we called her Indai. She's cute and I just can't stand with kids! They are very adorable! Grrr.. I want babies~ :p However, Indai belum pandai bercakap ni. Hehehe.. Thanks to Ingkok @ Soscho for the snaps.

Buka Puasa Buka Puasa

I just came back from Berbuka Puasa with Sabahan.Net together with their Sabahan.Fm activity launched at Jabatan Hospitality Politeknik, Kota Kinabalu, Sabah. I think this is the first time I went to a social network activity alone. I never come to this kind of gathering alone before. My first gathering was meeting the SabahRhinos.com members, and yes, that was my first-time gather together with all SabahRhinos.com forumers. It was fun and yeah, I enjoy the official gathering.

Sabahan.FM shiuk bah didengar~ ;)

September is the month luxury. Why? It is because the number 9, in some Chinese philosophy says that 9 represent luxury and healthy life style. There is something bothering me these days, where I laugh a lot and drop a few tears too. I had unstable emotion and just do not have any idea what is happening. Most probably because of the hazy weather that made my brain not working properly since I consumed less water now.

On the 6th of September, Nikon has organized a Nikon Basic Workshop to all the under warranty DSLR Nikon owner at Promenade Hotel, Kota Kinabalu, Sabah. The speaker is Kelvin Chan, a pro photographer who I personally think that he is kind and tidak-lokek-ilmu of a person although his presentation a bit dull otherwise I am the one who not use to this kind of workshop. Meeting all the pro-photographers really make myself wow.. wuuu.. uwiih!

A day before the workshop, I should be in St. Catherine Church, Inanam, but I was late so I decide drop to the office did some job and have a walk with Adelbert after that. We actually so tired, but I just do not understand why we like hang out and take pictures. That’s the passion of photography lover. Well, at least, we treasure all the things around us beside nature. It is better than lepaking at Kopi Shop and talk about people passing by. I prefer doing something which cherish friendship and successful stories.

Done with the past, so what’s next? This Friday would be Aaron last day in our workplace. He is a trainee and conventionally anyone who left, will have a farewell party. It’s going to be a tired weekend again. Farewell party at Friday night, pro-photographer dinner at Jack Pot Cafe, on Saturday Night, and buka puasa dinner at Novotel on Sunday Night. Actually I booked this weekend for other things but I guess, it just word and no confident on the theory. Pray for the best and let God lead my way.

P/s: Sayang ba itu masa kalau ditinggal-tinggal~

Love hurts..

He was talking on the phone..
I was 5 meter from him..
Still waiting for him..
He still laughing on the phone..

I tried to attract him..
But seem he enjoy the conversation..
I sms him after failed to attract him..
He read my sms after ended the conversation..

He enter the car..
I give a sweet smile..
He smiled to me back..
I feel warm but not welcome..

I drive and ask whose calling
he said friend - a guy
I test him - let me see
He refuse..

It's hurt..

We chat we look at each other eyes..
I can't find me in his eyes..
I feel strange..
I stop..

We move to other place..
I try again..
And I can't imagine
How the other girl looks like?

I send him home..
The clock ticking..
But I feel so slow..
I should be home early..

He is home..
I was confused..
I hate but I have no choice..
I'm dilemma..

It's hurt..

I can't sleep..

It's hurt..

I can't focus..

It's hurt..

All because of Love..

and it's hurt..

Return to previous chapter of my age

I was viewing my Photobucket.com account and I found this picture ;) Haha..

The innocent days..

The interesting growing age..

2006 - Youthful, still active

2007 - Working class girl

2008 - The bad year

2009 - Relax and steady

Not much changes I guess. ;) Only the size and my hair make me look different.. Ngah Ngah Ngah (laugh like Yvonne.. hehe)

The Day I left my blog

Do you still remember me? Sound like I have left here quite some time. Actually I have so many things to share here but I just don't have enough time to post it. So, have you vote earth last Saturday? Share with you some of my experience before the earth hour.

Friday, 27th March 2009 - The day before Earth Hour - Working
My mom told me to buy 'red fish' aka 'ikan merah' at Sulaman Road, alongside. After work, I drove and drop at the .... what we should called the place? A market? Stall? I have no idea, but they were some 'business-person' selling foods there. The fish is quite cheap rather than u go and buy from the wet market. The scary thing was, the rain, the thunderstorm and the missing umbrella. I have to run and buy the fish quickly so I won't caught fully-wet after. On my way back, sudah banjir, flood but with confidence of toyota vigo, jalan terus..That was the worst night ever, driving alone with the worst weather. Just like watching a terror movie. The darkside of the world.

Saturday, 28th March 2009 - 2nd Anniversary of our late aunt, earth hour - at Home
Just have a look at the pictures. I'm lack of idea at the moment. Lagging. I hope I can tell a better story. Nevertheless, it was my late dady's sister 2nd death anniversary, did I use the correct words? Prayer done at 3pm and I just can't wait for Earth hour. That night, I switch off the main power even there were numbers of people in my house, some playing cards, chit chat and drinks. Just like black-out night. And I can hear the kids sing birthday song after they light up the candle.

Yesterday, 31st March 2009 - dinner with eleanor..

Hehehehhehehe.. So sorry.. I have no idea at the moment.. Just a short update.. i need to sleep now~

Random Activities Done by Girllyen

Hahahah! Yes! I have mood to blog today.. I have so many to tell you! Yes,.you! I am pointing at you~! Don't look at the back. Listen, I have gone through many places starting of this new year of 2009! Not that travel around the world, but too many functions, event, activities which steal my precious time. Well, should not refer to stealing but, I almost collapse myself into as I spent my time busy with friends, family and not to forget the WORK! Yiew~ I work almost more than 12hours per day in the office you see. And I know it is unsafe to work more than 12hours! What else I can do? Runaway just like that? No way! Still, my work never satisfied my bosses, year.. I might bad in time management.

Anyway, let's talk about where have we been these days. There were too many things happen lately, remember I was thinking to bring all my friends to our orchard and have durians? I had to cancel the appointment because one of our family member follow my dad to heaven on 21st of January. He is my dad's sister's husband. The time he passaway, I didn't manage to attend the funeral in Tenghilan. Sorry bapa tua.. I was working like BS in the office. Try to get all done! Please don't try this at home. It's so dangerous~~~

On 25th of January, 100th days my late dad, not many people come for the prayer. We were confused of inviting people to our house, so we decided to invite certain family members and friends to join us in the prayer. It was Sunday, so after church we went to my dad punya kubur bakar lilin, but I think my late dad was too sad so after reach home, hujan la pula.. I dont think the lilin still hidup la..

So..tibalah CNY.. 26th January.. We still berkabung for bapa tua.. Sorry I didnt post any CNY wishes in my blog.. But I hope you all enjoyed your Chinese New Year~ ;) Pagi tu I didnt go anywhere.. only the afternoon laa.. mumy, papap, ingkok and I went to Abang Kimbun punya house at SK Inanam 2 @ Inanam. It's their kids birthday and CNY open house, so apa lagi.. makan laa berabis.. hehee.. nasib tidak sakit perut..

27th was the 7th day memorial prayer for bapa tua.. kami jalan awal actually dari rumah.. but ntah brapa kali change car, then drop at ben's car wash cuci the car, and straight away p Tenghilan.. Burutak aka berlumpur ba there.. killer laa.. (tengok gambar) tapi yang mahal tu.. we were late.. The prayer just start and we were almost missed the prayer.. Sedih me rasa.. I know how is the feeling of losing someone who near to your heart. Someone is really an idol for you. Look after you from baby til besar kepala. *huhuhuh* I really missed dad's jokes.. He always gila gila like me and I really feel that he's alive in me but I can't touch or punch him at the back or do our stone cold skills. I wish I have more time with him..

The Prayer

Lopak!

Burutak!

The duck!

My cousin and niece

Close Cousin

Another cousin ;)

Oh no.. time is jealous la pula.. time to sleep now.. Good night everyone ;)

I am Good, You are Bad

I heard about people talking about my life these few days. They said to their friends, "Girl have missed church this few weeks", "She's now have new friends", "Ui si Girl skrg sana Rumba saja tu", "Napa si Girl kuat jalan sudah tu?", "sejak daddy dia tiada, jalan saja dia tu, sedih kono" this was the worst statement I ever heard, please don't try my patience. Frankly, I did received some greetings like "Rumba Girl", "Clubber", "Kaki Club, and "Sexy" instead of a simple "hi or hello" greetings.

People, please stop judging people. Are you perfect enough to judge me? Or even my friends? FYI (to whom this post concern), we are not clubbers yet kaki club whatsoever! Please stop mentioning my sorrow! I love my dad if you still want to mention it, I hope you lost your dad too.. better than seeing you judging and keep saying my late dad. My social life should not involved my family background.

Maybe some people prefer not to go out at night like us but it does not shows that we are bad and all the people who stays at home are good. We just have fun our life and not being lazy staying at home. Very sorry, but we born hyperactive and we need more laughing, dancing, singing and networking. Then our life will balance it all. However, I never said that all the people who not going out are lazy. It just that, I felt people who cannot stop differentiate bad and good people are the worst people in the world!

Thousand apology too all, I might sound rude but I hope everything going to be all right. I love my family and friends and I will protect them as long as I live.

Runaway or I will hit you..

Special: How To Wear Fake Eyelashes

This is special dedication for Dopet aka Dopey ;) And also Eleanor.. This time I'm going to use my own dialect or I prefer to classified as street language.

Bah, actually sya sudah mandi bah ni, baru on computer pastu try connect internet, masuk jak check my own blog. Sya terbaca lah di dopey punya comment "On Dec 26 dopeymooke commented on exhausted weekend health party: “girl, i like ur bulu mata .....ajar sia pa macam mo kasi lakat tuh? haha” Orait.. sya pun tidak mahir bah dalam bab bab bermake up ni.. tapi sebab kawan punya pasal.. sya try buat tutorial la ni.. ;)

Ok... perkara yang paling penting kalau mau pakai fake eyelashes ni.. adalah pemilihan

1) bulu mata
2) Gam bulu mata

biasa kita nampak yang jarang jarang punya jenis.. (paling banyak di kadai laa sya tingu) dan bulu mata ni cost buli tahan juga.. sampai menjangkau RM80 ringgit.. mungkin ada yang sampai beratus.. tapi mungkin itu yang ada diamond laa.. Tips untuk bulu mata yang murah.. cost dibawah RM5.. sana Segama.. p jak kedai kaling tu.. ada tu.. RM2 pun ko buli dapat.. hehe.. boleh beli berjenis jenis.. Kalau mau nampak mata yang cantik.. mesti laa bulu mata yang lebat kan? So.. sya cadangkan beli bulu mata yang bulu dia rapat rapat.. supaya orang pun makin rapat bila nampak mata kita nanti.. ;) Semua bulu mata tu ada disertakan gam dia sekali.. tapi baru beberapa jam.. tinggal sebelah lagi tu bulu mata.. nah.. tension lagi p toilet mau repair..so.. belikan gam bulu mata.. bukan gam gajah.. nanti ada yang menangis tidak dapat buka..

1) Letak gam di bulu mata tu.. yang hujung untuk dilekat sahaja.. bukan semua aah..
2) Kalau panjang.. potong laa kasi pendek sikit tu bulu mata..
3) Kalau gam tu jenis yang lambat kering.. tiup tiup sikit.. agak agak 60% kering.. lekat di atas bulu mata ori kamu.. macam kamu letak satu barang di atas tu bulu mata laa..
4) Kalau ada tu alat untuk tahan tu bulu mata.. guna laa.. if lupa bawa atau tiada.. guna pen pun buli.. ;) (creative la sikit) Tahan guna jari pun ok juga..
5) Tunggu sampai kering.. agak agak.. 5 minit.. kalau tidak sabar.. guna hairdryer.. hahaha..
6) Agak agak sudah kering.. jangan gelojoh mo tingu mata yang sudah kiyut.. pelan pelan buka mata.. mungkin tergam juga tu mata.. itu laa mau pelan pelan..
7) Untuk lagi nampak natural.. letak eyeliner.. tambah sikit eye shadow.. fuh.. gerenti.. macam model mascara baru.. ;)

Mata yang penat tingu pc..

Bulu mata rapat sma gam bukan gajah

Kasi duduk tu eyelash di atas bulu mata ori..

Pakai pen pun buli..

Ada beza ka? :D

p/s: Dopey & Len.. i hope you understand.. else.. hehehe.. training banyak banyak kio.. ;) cheers~

Girllyen Handbag Secret Revealed..

While I was reading Fionz blog http://sweet-girlicious.blogspot.com/, again I saw Girllyen was tagged in her "My secret handbag" then I stare at my handbag on my bed.. Giggling.. funny but quite interesting.. Some people might think i'm a slut.. especially guys.. Well.. this is girls territory though.. Enjoy~

So, here's what you need to do :~

Find a safe quiet place free of significant other, nosey meme makers, priests, nuns, all things religious and men in general. (hahahha.. terlampau la juga bah..)

The Innocent Bag

1. Dump the contents of your handbag in a pile.
2. Take a photo of your handbag and the contents.
3. Be brave and explain to your fellow bloggers what lurks inside the handbag.
4. Tag others who might want to embarrass themselves.

5. Answer these questions :~

What's Inside it??

6. Describe the contents of your handbag. Answer below
-> purse (the one looks like a skung)
-> pendrives
-> my perfume (Chanel - Chances)
-> Cash & coins
-> Cards (credit cards, bank cards, business cards etc.)
-> Handphone (Sony W880i punya & Nokia 6280)
-> Digital camera (Samsung L73)
-> Mirror
-> Ball pens
-> Tissue
-> Watch
-> Keys
-> CDs
-> POSE flyers
-> Kipas tangan
-> Office entry pass
-> Handkerchief
-> LipIce Color
-> Eye drops
-> a handy comb
-> Silky girl lash prism waterproof mascara
-> Avon Smile shimmering purse concentrate
-> Nail cutter
-> KATE quick eyeliner
-> Avon roller ball lip tint glossy pink
-> Earphones
-> Bills, atm slips, receipts

What's the most important thing in your handbag?
-> Purse which contain my NRIC, multiple cards includes bank cards, credit cards, driving license etc
-> Digital Camera
-> Keys
-> Eye drops
-> Lip gloss and Avon Smile shimmering purse concentrate

What's the most embarrassing thing in your handbag?
-> Bills, atm slips, receipts

What's the smallest thing in your handbag?
-> Dust

Is there anything illegal in your handbag?
-> Mau matikah.. of coz no.. but pen can be my weapon to kill people if I get snab..!

Hehehe.. terukkan? So, don't be surprise when I hold a cute bag with kilos of weight in it..

I saw noy's and fionz's handbag..now whose turn? Erm.. maybe Olumis? :D