Sungguh indahnya hari berlalu

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Menatap Matamu – Aril AF7 (OST Kau & Aku)<-- to preview or download the song.. please buy the original~

Sungguh indahnya hari berlalu
Menunggu kasih tambatan hati
Ingin rasanya selalu berbagi
Bersamanya kala suatu nanti

Andaikan kau jadi milikku
Selaluku nyanyikan lagu rindu
Andaikan kau dan aku bersatu
Dunia ini berseri selalu

Kuingin dirimu dekat dihatiku
Berdua kita kan raih bahagia
Kuingin dirimu turut merasa
Rasa rindu untuk menatap matamu

Menatap matamu
Bagaikan bintang nun jauh di sana
Terangi malam yang semakin gelap
Jika kau sudi menemaniku
Takkanku lepas walau sedetik pun

Adik yang rusak.. hahahah.. :p

*hurm.. picture di atas menyemak in my W880i.. haha.. my dugong brother -Raja Amuzo- (wakakak!) Sorry I'm damn busy at the moment.. huhuh.. Didn't have the time to update more picture~ Andaikan kau jadi milikku~ selalu ku nyanyi lagu rindu~ (i love someone sing me a nice song before go to bed.. so i never let my mp3 off before i go to bed)

Congrats to Grace & Vincent

Recently I attended Grace & Vincent wedding dinner at Ocean Seafood Restaurant. Prayer and congratulations to both of you. How I wish I have better words to express my congrats wish. Thanks to Eleanor as I tumpang her that night. Some photos to share~ ;)

She looks hot in red! Dang!

The sentimental groom~

The bride sista~

P/s: Lusa sya mau cuti lagi ni!

Rapuh

Bukan gigi sya.. tapi semangat sya bah.. hehe.. itu saja lah.. No idea what to blog today.. actually i have but i dunno how to say it.. Just wanna say thank to Sonly Tiu.. dia bilang... sya mau nampak ko berjaya.. wah.. lama sya tidak dengar ni statement oo.. Tersentuh sekejap.. All the time I never thought someone who I never met will talk motivational words like this.. Even simple, but sya terbuka mata juga ni.. Last sya dengar is from my grandma.. eheks.. well.. sya akan cuba sedaya upaya.. ;) His words really soothe my soul.. Sya rasa kena hargai ni.. sikit sya nangis.. wakaka.. Bah.. itu saja lah geng.. today sya bersemangat ni mau kerja.. Wihu~ To all my precious friend, don't give up~ Mari kita sama sama menuju kejayaan kenen. ;)

Yes! I forgot to wish them.. Happy graduation guys! ;)

Picture of me

Consacrez à quelqu'un qui près de mon coeur

Quand je triste, je regarde mes dessins.
La photographie me guérit.
Ils veulent seulement être l'amour.
Comment de moi ? Sont je de l'amour ?
Je les aime. Je ne leur demande jamais de m'aimer.
Mais pourquoi je me sens blessé quand ils s'aiment seulement ?

Peut-être c'est une vie de photographe.
Capturez d'autres moments des gens.
Mais nous oublions toujours de capturer nos moments.
Quand nous ouvrons les albums.
Nous nous sommes rendus compte qu'ils n'ont jamais pris notre photo.
Ils demandent seulement leur dessin que nous avons pris.

La vie y ressemble, je devine.
Vous pouvez prendre simplement d'autres photos des gens.
Mais vous ne pouvez pas les a possédés.
Et ils peuvent oublier de capturer vos dessins.
D'une façon ou d'une autre quelque part, je les aime.


Which means..

Dedicate to someone who near to my heart

When I sad, I look at my pictures.
Photography heals me.
They only want to be love.
How about me? Am I out of love?
I love them. I never ask them to love me.
But why I feel hurt when they only care for themselves?

Maybe that is a photographer life.
Capture other people moments.
But we always forget to capture our moments.
When we open the albums.
We realized that they never took our picture.
They only ask for their picture which we took.

Life is like that, I guess.
You can simply take other people pictures.
But you cannot owned them.
And they may forget to capture your pictures.
Somehow somewhere, I love them.

Piece of Girllyen

Sayang Kamu

Just for today, hold hands with your soulmate as though you were holding hands for the first time.


At Kalangadan

Golf Court at Mesilau


Mesilau Nature Centre

Lin San Temple, Tuaran

When I Fall In Love

I miss you blue and green. I love highland and I really love Mesilau. The cold and freshness air I could breath. I love you Ranau! (Nasib bukan kampung sya - beruntung lah siapa orang Ranau)

p/s: Yang hujung tu.. memang tu.. pengsan~

I miss them

Yea.. it has been 5 months and more I guess.. We're not hanging out together anymore.. Just met Inden today and I realized that her hair quite long already. Time is running too fast and I just hope we can bump up together again, maybe for another Durian trips?

Raya? Born again?

Sitting in this empty room, browsing my Facebook account, reading all the comments made by all my friends, there are too many of them wishing me Happy Birthday. I look back to my 24 years of achievement, struggling with giggles and pain, joy and pain with own path, life is gift. When I was a kid, I laid down at my grandmother lap, I ask her, ‘Nik, syok ka jadi orang tua?’ as ‘Granma, is it fun to be an old person?’, she told me, it depends on how you want your life to be, if you choose to be a successful person, you must be ready with all the pain and suffered all the obstacle that come upon you. From the point of time, I asked myself, I want to be a successful woman, no matter how hard the life could be.

And now I step to 24 years of my life, I have my first love; I have lost the most important person in my life too. There are several parts in my life parts in my life that I need to maintain. They are my Family, my Love of my life, my Health, the Career, and Friends. Family is the most important part in my life, without them, I could not have faith in Him, I would never have the chance of learning to be a good person. Then my boyfriend came, the most hurtful yet challenging phase in my life. How I wish to love and to be love is easy. I learn about trust, loyalty, honesty and frustration too. And to maintain a long relationship is the hardest part because human bound to fall in love again and again. But, that’s love I guess. In order to maintain these two, I cannot run away from getting sick and cured up. Even I’m not too worried about my health, I will try not to get sick as well. As an adult, we have learnt what should we be during studying times, and a job is a must for me. Unless, you find someone who can hired you for shopping and living. Someone say, the best ship is friendship, but I do learn that the Titanic ship sink, so, it is normal if friends come and go. However, I want my friend to know that I really cherish friendship, no matter who they are, how they judge life, how bad they are. Friends will remain friends forever. I prefer peaceful and harmony life.

My wish for 24 years achievement, hope all my family and friends have a good life, wealthier and enjoy life as it is. Since today is the first day of Raya, to all my Muslims family and friends, wish you all happy Hari Raya Aidilfitri, maaf zahir dan batin. Thanks for all the birthday wishes from all of you. Thank you so much! Please forgive me if I had hurt your feeling, I’m a human as well. Nothing special about me but I will try my best to keep the best for you. *hugs*

Love,
Girllyen

Carecca's Birthday & Graduation WIshes

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3 years has passed and my close cousin name Carecca Dimos is finally graduate from the University of Cesar Ritz, Switzerland and now working at Shangri La, Tanjung Aru. We are the closest cousin since we were young, we did our SPM together at Teknik Likas, and took different path after that. Last night, we have a great dinner and fun at the Royal China Restaurant at D'Junction. I met the Paparions, Penampangans, Telipokons, Tenghilaning, and KK freak family. (The speech made from Papap (Recca's dad) really touch my heart and I blame for tearing us down. Recca's mom left us a year ago before my dad left us too, they were sibling and that how the relation of cousins turn to us.) Now I know who are related to me and I'm looking forward for our next gathering! I love mua familia~ ;)

I bring extra battery for my SB900 that night, and D90 went so well. Some pictures to share here, hope you all like it. ;) To Recca, Happy merdeka & birthday to u! ;) Good luck for your future undertaking. I love you!

*ps: To my Miss Catherine Francis, Happy Birthday to you too.. (why? U tot I forget your birthday ka? Hahah) ehem.. the saunyuk very sadap oo! Thank you Royal China Restaurant, D'Junction!

Sharing is the best part

I met Nora Carol (one of my fav photographer) yesterday and I really overjoyed with what I have learned from her. She is a very humble and super-shy type of girl, but her pictures talks a millions of words and thoughts that I cant even imagine. Beside all the knowledge that I have, I learn that every picture must have one focus point, even u on landscape. Then, foreground is important to complete a picture. Filter is a must and that's why they invented it. ;) And look what is the result of our sharing??

The Bridge


The girls


The way..

To Nora, thank you so much for your time and I really looking forward for our next photo shot.. Sorry could not spend more time yesterday..

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Isa & Nadia Wedding

Sorry peeps, I was too excited with Melohom Bay camping till I almost forgot to post some of the pictures of Isa & his beloved wife Nadia yang telah selamat disandingkan pada 27 Jun 2009. Congratulations again! Sorry didn't manage to attend your malam berinai on Friday..

Tapi yang penting, saya telah berjaya menghadirkan diri dan menyemak di bilik beradu pengantin. Dan tidur sekali di atas tilam yang empuk itu. hahaha.. Sya suka! If panjang umur, kamu lagi laa tidur di tilam pengantin time sya kahwin.. ahaks..

Outing to Mesilau Highland

Quite busy now, so, I share some pictures that I have edited. (Why so short!) Too much is boring. :D

Warning: All models are for photography/model purpose only.

Dairen & Ramesh (Mesilau Nature Resort)

Qisthine & Girllyen (Desa Dairy Farm)

Clarence & Albert (Mesilau Nature Resort)

Qisthine & Ramesh (Desa Dairy Farm)

Girllyen & Junior (Desa Dairy Farm)

Junior & Kuai (Canopy Walk, Poring)

Sebastian & Girllyen (Desa Dairy Farm)

Kuai & Qisthine (Desa Dairy Farm)

Merlvin & Qisthine (Butterfly Park, Poring)

Catch you all later ;)

The busiest week ever!

Aloha! I am full of energy today! Okay, I lie. Actually I really need some rest. Just a short update here. Will update sooner! ;) (I have owe pictures of Melohom Bay outing also. I know.)

What made me busy? Hehehe.. well..

27 April 2009 - Reports! Reports! Reports! Work Work Work..

28 April 2009 - Reports! Reports! Reports! -- Out with Fharelynne - Meet the BFF - Rumba - The BED - 17th Crush last day

29 April 2009 - Working during the day -- Fetching my dear -- Get hurt after that -- relieve at City Futsal Centre ;)

30 April 2009 - Month end reports! Telecons + Meeting (Packed!) -- Meet my dear after work -- Still under bad mood -- dinner @ New York New York, 1Borneo -- Wacth movies (Make it happen (9pm) Bohsia (11pm)

1 May 2009 - Western Breakfast with him -- watch movies again (Mall Cop (7pm) 2 fast 2 Furios (9pm)

2 May 2009 - Sabah Fest - Magellan Sutera -- Fun Fair @ Papar -- Visit dear's grandparent house @ Papar -- Back to telipok

3 May 2009 - Last day with dear -- went to Sabah Museum -- Send to airport -- back to Telipok fetch grandma - Sabah Fest grand -- back telipok -- FLAT

What a packed week! huhuh.. Share some pictures here ;)

The Blues ;)

City Futsal Centre - SabahRhinos.Com routine (every wednesday)

The simple breakfast

With the grandparent

Fun Fair - not fair enough

With him @ Sabah Museum

Last night @ Sabah Fest - My aunties, cousins, my grandma behind.Back to work now. ;) By the way, I keep listening to this song Selalu Mengalah by Seventeen.. To all the couple in love out there, never give up! I almost there but thank God, as we go along together, we found that we should be more understanding and be honest to each other, NEVER ASSUME, let it out before your anger control over you.

Bahasa saya bukan dari Malaysia

Seperti yang kamurang tahu..

Saya bukan lah pendatang tanpa izin
Tapi yang kamu tidak tahu..
Saya tidak pernah mendapat A satu dalam Sijil Pelajaran Bahasa Malaysia

Pada waktu saya mula bercakap
Perkataan pertama yang ibu bapa saya ajar ialah Mummy
Dan perkataan kedua ialah Daddy
Tiada dalam kamus dewan bahasa dan pustaka
Yang mengatakan Mummy dan Daddy itu adalah bahasa Malaysia.

Apabila saya lapar, saya akan gunakan perkataan 'momom'
sebab saya ingin Makan
Apabila saya rasa mau buang air
saya akan berkata 'mo o-o'
Bila sakit, saya nangis saja, tidak bercakap.

Jadi? Dari mana kah bahasa saya ini?

This is my weaknesses, I am not good in English and even Malay. So bad. Anyway, I love to see people dancing especially the slow one, so sweet.

Easter Night

Location: Queen Elizabeth, Hospital.
Time: Noon
Purpose: Visiting my dad's closest friend. I called him, brother.

He is sick, so sick. Skin and bone is left with him. Sad. He say, he missed my father very much. Tears fall. Prayer from heart. Trying to make he still can survive. Miracle. Give a little help God. I have not ready to let him meet my dad. God bless you Terence. We love you.

Location: Yogur Berry
Time: After visiting.
Purpose: Having a short break with Mom while waiting Oyo from CP.

Having some scoop of Yogur Berry while playing a not famous game title Afternoon of Darkness. Tired of playing and waiting, we went to CP instead of waiting.

Location: POSE Boutique, Center Point.
Time: After Yogur Berry
Purpose: Look for new outfit, but since I put on weight, bought nothing.

Drop at POSE boutique, it seems there were so many new arrivals. Too bad, I put on weight so nothing was fit into me. Well, I have to lose some. Thanks to Nina, she introduce me the new streetpress in town, Bandwidth. Get it from POSE boutique.

Location: Chapel St. Petrus, Tampulan
Time: Evening
Praying?: Yes, it's Easter Night.

The prayer start at 7pm and finish at 9.30pm.

Location: my bedroom, home.
Time: Night
Reading?: Bandwidth, first publication.

The new streetpress in town is very informative. Though the layout of the magazine is simple, but content are much more details. To know more about our local and non local DJ like DJ Chelsea, you must get this magazine. For more info, please visit www.kkbandwidth.com