My Life just like a waving flag

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Song: Wavin' Flag
Artist: K'naan

When I get older I will be stronger
They'll call me freedom, just like a wavin' flag

When I get older, I will be stronger
They'll call me freedom just like a wavin' flag
And then it goes back, and then it goes back
And then it goes back, oh

Born to a throne, stronger than Rome
A violent prone, poor people zone
But it's my home, all I have known
Where I got grown, streets we would roam

Out of the darkness, I came the farthest
Among the hardest survival
Learn from these streets, it can be bleak
Accept no defeat, surrender, retreat

So we struggling, fighting to eat
And we wondering when we'll be free
So we patiently wait for that fateful day
It's not far away, but for now we say

When I get older I will be stronger
They'll call me freedom just like a wavin' flag
And then it goes back, and then it goes back
And then it goes back, oh

So many wars, settling scores
Bringing us promises, leaving us poor
I heard them say 'love is the way'
'Love is the answer,' that's what they say

But look how they treat us, make us believers
We fight their battles, then they deceive us
Try to control us, they couldn't hold us
'Cause we just move forward like Buffalo Soldiers

But we struggling, fighting to eat
And we wondering, when we'll be free
So we patiently wait for that faithful day
It's not far away but for now we say

When I get older I will be stronger
They'll call me freedom just like a wavin' flag
And then it goes back, and then it goes back
And then it goes back, and then is goes

When I get older I will be stronger
They'll call me freedom just like a wavin' flag
And then it goes back, and then it goes back
And then it goes back, and then it goes
And then it goes

And everybody will be singing it
And you and I will be singing it
And we all will be singing it

When I get older I will be stronger
They'll call me freedom just like a wavin' flag
And then it goes back, and then it goes back
And then it goes back, and then it goes

When I get older I will be stronger
They'll call me freedom just like a wavin' flag
And then it goes back, and then it goes back
And then it goes back, oh

When I get older, when I get older
I will be stronger just like a wavin' flag
Just like a wavin' flag, just like a wavin' flag
Flag, flag, just like a wavin' flag

*p/s: I love this song very much.. it bring a lot meaning to me.. ;)

I cannot sleep

The clock shows 03:03AM, and I still awake. Huhuh.. I need to wake like 05:30AM, and yet I cannot sleep. Something is stressing me up and it's time for me to learn of saying no and leave everything that may only wasting my time. Green day says, Ignorance is Bliss, but I think if we care to someone who only ends up with the comments of 'no need to care for me', 'get out of my life', 'I'm giving up' and never try to understand what is the life about, then it is pointless. Human have their limits, and this kind of people most probably looking for the weaknesses of letting go, and blame the person for everything that turns to bad interpretation on the person who put effort on connecting each other.

Life is for real, it's about choosing the right and wrong direction. If I want to be a successful person, I must work hard and get it done legal and wisely. I have spend almost most of my time on working, sometime I did enjoy myself with photography and also spending my time with my family & friends during weekend, but still I felt I am tired enough of working. Now, I'm going to concentrate of my work time and make sure everything is in order manner.

p/s: some people thought they are sad, but they never thought of how do we feel about it..

Congrats to Grace & Vincent

Recently I attended Grace & Vincent wedding dinner at Ocean Seafood Restaurant. Prayer and congratulations to both of you. How I wish I have better words to express my congrats wish. Thanks to Eleanor as I tumpang her that night. Some photos to share~ ;)

She looks hot in red! Dang!

The sentimental groom~

The bride sista~

P/s: Lusa sya mau cuti lagi ni!

Things that I don't like

I have several things that I don't like to do but I'm doing it everyday. Things are like:-

1) Wash my hair at least once a day
2) Driving to the office
3) Counting my budget
4) Doing the thinking stuff

My head is itchy, can someone help me to wash it? Since when I start to be super lazy? Probably the influence of aging..

*Blame the age~ haha.. ;) Have a good day everyone. It is hard to get good connection nowadays. Try to connect as much as I could. I want DiGi broadband..

Rapuh

Bukan gigi sya.. tapi semangat sya bah.. hehe.. itu saja lah.. No idea what to blog today.. actually i have but i dunno how to say it.. Just wanna say thank to Sonly Tiu.. dia bilang... sya mau nampak ko berjaya.. wah.. lama sya tidak dengar ni statement oo.. Tersentuh sekejap.. All the time I never thought someone who I never met will talk motivational words like this.. Even simple, but sya terbuka mata juga ni.. Last sya dengar is from my grandma.. eheks.. well.. sya akan cuba sedaya upaya.. ;) His words really soothe my soul.. Sya rasa kena hargai ni.. sikit sya nangis.. wakaka.. Bah.. itu saja lah geng.. today sya bersemangat ni mau kerja.. Wihu~ To all my precious friend, don't give up~ Mari kita sama sama menuju kejayaan kenen. ;)

Yes! I forgot to wish them.. Happy graduation guys! ;)

Picture of me

Consacrez à quelqu'un qui près de mon coeur

Quand je triste, je regarde mes dessins.
La photographie me guérit.
Ils veulent seulement être l'amour.
Comment de moi ? Sont je de l'amour ?
Je les aime. Je ne leur demande jamais de m'aimer.
Mais pourquoi je me sens blessé quand ils s'aiment seulement ?

Peut-être c'est une vie de photographe.
Capturez d'autres moments des gens.
Mais nous oublions toujours de capturer nos moments.
Quand nous ouvrons les albums.
Nous nous sommes rendus compte qu'ils n'ont jamais pris notre photo.
Ils demandent seulement leur dessin que nous avons pris.

La vie y ressemble, je devine.
Vous pouvez prendre simplement d'autres photos des gens.
Mais vous ne pouvez pas les a possédés.
Et ils peuvent oublier de capturer vos dessins.
D'une façon ou d'une autre quelque part, je les aime.


Which means..

Dedicate to someone who near to my heart

When I sad, I look at my pictures.
Photography heals me.
They only want to be love.
How about me? Am I out of love?
I love them. I never ask them to love me.
But why I feel hurt when they only care for themselves?

Maybe that is a photographer life.
Capture other people moments.
But we always forget to capture our moments.
When we open the albums.
We realized that they never took our picture.
They only ask for their picture which we took.

Life is like that, I guess.
You can simply take other people pictures.
But you cannot owned them.
And they may forget to capture your pictures.
Somehow somewhere, I love them.

Piece of Girllyen

B&W Obsession?

While looking at my pictures taken on SBG 2009 which held only last night, I saw one picture where I took few months ago, and I like the picture very much. I was trying to capture some blurry background of CaiD appearance, and personally, I like the outcome and as a gift, here it is.

Ps: Simple saja ;)